There’s a very old building that used to be a Health Spa in Scarsdale, NY.
It was called the European Health Spa.
It’s such an eye sore in such a beautiful town.
Patched up with Cheap Wood
The building stands tall but alone. 😔
That was me not long ago.
I was a broken woman. An emotional wreck. Unknowing of who I was or my purpose in life.
I felt abandoned by loved ones and to a certain extent, I abandoned myself. I let myself go and didn’t care about taking care of me (my mental, spiritual and emotional being).
I would patch myself up by finding ways to avoid issues, conflicts and things that really needed to be addressed.
I stood tall and strong to others but felt very much alone & abandoned.
Just like the building.
I passed it as I was driving to my appointment at the European Wax Center in Yonkers and came across this building on Central Park Avenue. (BTW Nel is the absolute BEST Esthetician ever!) Book her @ https://www.waxcenter.com/ny-yonkers
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This sounds crazy but out of all the business’ on Central Park Avenue ( & there are many); I felt like this building called out to me – as if it wanted to be noticed.
I made a (legal) U-Turn 🙈 and pulled into the parking lot.
I got out of my car and literally just stared at the building.
I could see what it once was – a beautiful building that probably received a lot of attention. The structure is absolutely stunning and in the front of the building is a statue of Atlas (a Titan God in Greek Mythology).
Just to give you my quick Blip about Atlas. He was at war with Zeus (Greek God) & after his defeat, he was condemned to carry the sky/heavens on his shoulders. 😔 Talk about a harsh punishment.
I remember when I felt like I had the weight of the world 🌍 on my shoulders.
I was so weighed down by my issues ( & there were many). My view of self was so skewed.
I was the beat up & abandoned building. 🤕
I can tell you how I got there.
I isolated from my friends, family and God.
I was attending Church ⛪, but I was just there as a seat warmer. I didn’t receive anything because I was so blinded by my issues & I wasn’t open to receiving anything.
As time progressed I tried to patch myself up by simply avoiding things that I needed to deal with head on.
Using 4 Christian ✝️ cliche words, I can tell you how I matured into the woman I am now. I learned to “Let Go, & Let God!” Welp, that’s really 5 words but let’s focus on the 4. 😉
When you “Let Go”, you stop giving all of your energy to worrying, fretting and stressing a situation or an issue.
When you “Let God”, you invite him in & put all your worries, frets and stresses to him because unlike Atlas – he is strong enough to bare them. ( Don’t believe me?! Read Psalm 55:22 & Matthew 11:28-30)
If Atlas could hand over the weight to someone he would be able to rest.
There are many of you trying to be Atlas … trying to be God
You aren’t strong enough to do that
You never will be.
Trust Me – I’m speaking from experience. 🤦🏾♀️
Learn to hand over all of the things that are weighing you down to be handled by God.
Don’t be like the broken and abandoned building 🏚 that everyone passes by.
Allow God to build you up so you can mature and grow into the man 👨 / woman 👩 that he called you to be.
YOU & I are a BEAUTIFUL creations carefully crafted by God.
You & I can be built up and restored again.
All you have to do is invite God in & let him do his thing.
Again I say – Trust Me – I’m speaking from experience.
Praying for whoever needs to be restored & believing that you will! 🙏🏽🙌🏾
Signed with so much Love & Of Course JOY,
Joyfully Chrissy Lee 🌻💫
Prayer – Lord, I come before you today on behalf of every Broken person. I ask that you give them the strength to speak up and ask for help from you and wise counsel. May they learn to go to you when they are feeling broken because your word says you will hold their hand and help them. (Isaiah 41:13) I cry out to you Lord and ask you to deliver them out of their troubles. (Psalms 34:17)
Now I thank you and praise you for their healing.
In Jesus Name,