I am flawed in many ways baby. I am imperfect, made a whole lot of mistakes in life, still learning and growing to be a better person all while being your mother.
You see, once the clock (⏰) of motherhood started ticking on December 1st, 2006, it will continue to tick, until the end of time. So you have this woman who is still on a journey of learning as Mommy for life.
While pregnant at the young age of 21, I thought about what kind of mother I would be to you. I had some training of caring for a baby when my mother gave birth to your Uncle when I was 16 but that wasn’t motherhood.
I have my Mom and Grandma to glean on, I have books I could read, I have my Auntie Dianne & your Auntie Chrissy, Auntie Lauren or Auntie Tiara who are phenomenal mothers but sometimes I still feel lost.
Sometimes I have my “Christina, what the heck are you doing?” moments. 🙇🙅
Yes J.C., sometimes Mommy is just lost on this adventure of Motherhood.😣
There is no real handbook for raising you kiddo; at least I thought there wasn’t.
You see that book that you are holding in the picture above; that Good Book which many call the Bible is my go to for life’s answers including motherhood.
When I am lost, confused, need answers about anything ….including motherhood, I search it for answers.
My desire is for you to do the same. Yes, you will have friends and family members to guide you along the way, but you will get to a point where you need more than advice…. you need wisdom, and my dear son, The Bible has all the wisdom, knowledge and answers you need.
I may fail you baby. Mommy doesn’t have all the answers. I’m still learning along the way, but I promise to do my very best with you.
You will excel in all things because you have a praying Mother.
You will escape some of life’s pitfalls because you have a praying Mother.
You will get through some very difficult moments in your life, because Mommy knows how to apply the word of God to your life …. teaching you to do the same.
I love you with all of my being Jonathan Christian. You my Love, give me so much Joy.
I enjoy our talks. I enjoy our silly moments of dancing around the house. I enjoy your many questions about whatever pops up in your head. You have made life so enjoyable and I thank God for you.
I want you to pursue your hearts desires. Nothing is too big for you to achieve. I will push you to do your very best and probably annoy you along the way
Everything I do, will be because I love you and want the very best for you.
Signed with Joy & Love,